Still not a writer... trying to write.

You went away, I never wanted to let you go... I remember the  first time I saw you. Like a little piece of cotton wrapped up like a ball in a giant carry bag; eyes closed, peacefully breathing-in, breathing-out with a complete "I don't care about the world" look. It was probably the most peaceful look I had ever seen on anyone. You were handed over straight into my arms & my very first reaction was " Whoa!! So tiny! Is that a baby fox??" You were sleeping with your face buried at the crook of my neck and it felt like the entire universe just stopped spinning. That very second I knew my entire life has changed and the road from here on is not going to be an easy one. A responsibility for another life made me feel like a mother and a child at the same time. I was going through N number of emotions with these two topping the list undoubtedly. I can say that because according to Mom, I was looking teary eyed and all. That day I made a promise to mys