Too much pride leads to lonesum-ness minus Awsumness

Once upon a time in a land super far away, lived a princess. She was rich, cute, smart, intelligent, witty, a very good person at heart always ready to help especially  the ones close to her selflessly .  After crossing that adolescent age of 18, she grew up in so many ways and learned some realities of life. She made best friends she realised she never had after she found her humble abode in a home after home.

Her life became full of surprises after she met her 4 alter egos, her comrades, her compatriots ,her soul sisters  she thought she’d never have . She loved all of them with her heart and soul, could’nt see anyone of them get hurt. It would’nt  matter  how they were, where they came from. She just knew that these were the kind of people she needed in order to balance her life. A warrior who would never give up on her loved ones under  any   circumstances . An Angel who’s weakness was that she couldn’t see anyone cry. A lovable cupid who was known for spreading love wherever she went. And an introvert vixen who would do anything to make her best friends laugh whenever they were feeling low even if it meant making a fool out of herself.

Relation-ship is the one and only kind of ship that can get drowned  if not balanced properly.  A ship where ,if one takes the nature for granted, may get overturned  and endanger not only  himself/herself but also the ones surrounding him/her. The Higher Order have made bigger plans for the mankind, for His children and the best way to show Him respect is by respecting  the feelings for one another.

Everything was going on great  for the princess just like a fairytale . She had a perfect home, perfect life, perfect friends & a perfect prince , who all loved to pamper her. She revelled every moment of it & so did everyone around her. She was started to be known as “perfection redefined “.

But there is a very old saying in the books   as in “There is no such thing as perfect”.

One day the reality came dawning upon everyone. Her allys realised that what their magnate personage behaved like was just a façade. In actuality, she was nothing but an IRRATIONAL  girl with a very very ambiguous nature and the saddest fact was that she had no clue about who she was becoming. 

The once lovable princess was now  agitating everyone around her in the palace . The once great Confidant,comrade ,was now taking everything and everyone around her for granted in the kingdom.  Its not like she didn’t love her people but the fact remained in her head that she’s the royalty, she’s the queen and their can be no one better around her than her. She started spreading lies among her own Hoi Polloi, in her own territory, the ones she cared about the most once upon time, was now unknowingly behaving like her own seditionist  and the reason behind all of this was just one.

That she couldn’t handle the fact anymore that her cohorts were now wanting to settle down in their own lives, trying to create a new meaning and purpose to their  journey.  Point is it starts with something as minor as  getting  more  than they could have imagined and then it starts growing into something as major as telling and doing non sensical things without thinking much about the consequences, the aftermath of her egocentric self.

The princess started behaving stubbornly. She started developing mood swings and her accomplices became clueless as to what was wrong with her. Why was she behaving the way she was behaving??? She started acting out with her prince too for no reason at all. And one day he told her that she was being ludicrous and that ticked her off completely.

One day she told her warrior that the way she was hustling with herslef to start a life, she’ll get through it  , as far as the lovable cupid is concerned atleast she was giving It a shot but still wont be able to make it through  because her pro-creators were not capable enough to provide her the required needs  and then again without much giving things a thought said that the vixen wont be able to make through this , she’ll remain aloof. She wont be able to achieve success.

The fact that the princess ,instead of having faith in her own and encouraging them, said directly without much thinking that   none of them will succeed  ,broke her heart but she didn’t care about that because she knew if she did ,she wont be able to stop herself from opening up to the possibilities of letting herself get hurt  yet again .What she hated the most was what the "Your Highness" was doing to her own people she once cared about the most , was making them bleed inside heartbreakingly, profusely .

 The princess had no clue of the things she supposedly thought she was doing right, was actually very  very  wrong.  Her companions , annoyed at her to a level they figured they never  would be , started wondering if their princess was actually selfish enough to do those horrible things & narrate  them to one of their own and wonder if they would ever discuss it . Either that or they believed that she’s actually super naïve and has no brains what so ever. Figured she’s acting out this weirdly because she's scared of losing all the memories that got built up all those years. Feeling a little nostalgic and sad of how things might change , they figured that this is a minor problem and will get solved in no time.

Days went by and she started behaving obsessively over every little thing especially when it came to her pet  because she never wanted to put it down ,let it walk, Let it make steps to progress on his own and that all came to one conclusion.

she didn’t want things to GROW.

And that’s when it hit the gang that princess wanted to remain at the epitome of royalty, , grow up herself but couldn’t let others grow because then she thought they might leave her and never come back because they might become equal to her and wont be  needing  her ever again . And she couldn’t bear the thought of losing everything. 

Respect , relationships but more than that PRIDE. She was so blind sighted by that arrogance and self admiration  of being what she was that she ended up making one of the sinful mistakes of her life.  The angel got a chance to explore the universe. All she needed to know was when could she get that oppurtunity. The princess ,all along, knew everything ,every step of the way  . She told the angel everything, every detail apparently only to be caught off guard by the warrior who on time came to the rescue and saved the angel  but only physically . Emotionally angel was shocked by the aftermath of the incident. The fact that her best friend tried to jeopardise her life settling chance was too much for her. She didn’t show but everyone, was able to acknowledge the fact  very well that whatever happened disturbed her in some ways  . And that’s when and how everyone in the kingdom got to know about the ugly truth of the  once lovable princess. 

The princess ,even with all her wit and charm and pride & virtue, lost everything she once had  only because she couldn’t give up her" gone to the dogs" facade  .  She couldn’t control herself from the tempt of becoming the dictator into the lives of those  people who decided to give her their everything only to be treated like  scraps in the end.

And now what does the princess have?? Nothing . Zilch. Her former allys have been replaced by her new best friends  called irritation, misunderstanding, status and Loneliness. Her once actual human best friends are now settled happily in their own lives even though time and again they meet up and try to find out about their once “princess” how she was , what was she doing ,??if she’s ok??? All of it because they truly loved her and treated her like their own. 

And where is the princess now?

 After 5 long lost years of  search , she was found in her fortress of solitude unlike the palace she used to live in to , still rich but her demeanour revealed something else. The spark was missing completely from her eyes  . It revealed seclusion, soreness and suspectibility …but yet  gloating to the "fact" that she's the higher order and the universe revolves around her.

The Underline statement

Friends are like God sent angels. When you find the right ones don’t ever break their heart intentionally because one never knows if he/she would get a 2^nd chance to mend their stray ways. Arrogance and Ego at one level is justified and healthy but when it comes in the way of harm , its called lunatism.

If the princess learned her lesson??

the princess learned one lesson though. What  goes around comes around. Her Karma lead her to her current state .  Had she been a different person and would have emerged out as a good human being all together, one can imagine how   beautifully unusual her life would have been. But Alas!!!!!!!

  That miracle  unfortunately got averted long time ago.

P.S : she 's a psycho case now